Music has always been the safest space for me to relax it felt like therapy, I loved all genre classical, gangster music, punjabi either romantic or the full of vibe but now it does not give me kick makes me anxious.
At this point of time i'm out of my head maybe the world is drying out and so the expectations and delusion that music gives is also drying out no one is there when I listen to my favourite romantic song dum dara from dhol to imagine no one. aapge jab tum saajna no one is coming laybe they are getting married or planning to marry with someone.
It's just me alone so I think okay pink flyod might help but will it no it said chase happiness at present or happiness is itself there just change the perspective of seeing things might you will find happiness no it only sound intellect don't help in this dry dry world.
Need something beyond that want to listen my favourite song by sharing someone my wired earphones or might want to dance with them on my favourite songs bit this is a dry dry world for me.
Listening hip hop is just as useless as it sounds all artists make songs that makes you feels that something good about this box is but it is just a box and no matter how much I imagine the world is under my shoes it's not. Maybe it's my issue that hip hop feels like this for me but it is what it is.
Techno oh god holly molly no! want me to drug myself and kill myself and if I don't drug myself it will just kill me from headache.
Feel good music god my playlist are full of them but once it's over and I'm back to my daily dry world it makes it worse. Feel good music is like attending a sat-sang next to bothel once you get out of the sat-sang hall you are done.
Kendrick you have my heart with the semens theory but you know that it doesn't gets better so just I want to stargaze in Dehradun without being reincarnated.
Happy!
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